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Monday, December 27, 2004

basketball ; my life
11:24 PM

Sunday, December 19, 2004

hmm.....today....rest all i wanted, but i didn't sleep like 12 hrs la...slept like 8 hrs lor....from 2am to 10am like dat...
then go change water for my dear fishy....finished with them around mid afternoon bah...
really broke le lor....spent another $100 on fishes....haiz....

then sat went to St Theresa Home....thought i was late, so rushed down to the home instead to the SP....in the end, i was early la...cause the rest haven't reach....
I was in charge of the food and distribution, i must say we have done a gd job la....overall, everyone has done their part lo....something to improve is communication.....just sit there and listen to what they have to say...just be a gd listener or a gd companion to them.I guess they didn't expect us to be a gd speaker instead....

hmm...then after that went back to club...waited for rachael to go Bugis...(me,edric,sharon,pauline,jason,hanqin,xiangwei,rachael,selina,daryl,zhicheng....)
ate wanton mee which was recommended by Hanqin...not bad....and went to paradiz to play pool for awhile....quite fun la....got fun company mah....

and sch 's going to the second week le, cannot play like last term le.....to all my friends out there....gambette ~~jiAyOu~~ buck up or keep it up~~

cheers,

basketball ; my life
9:15 PM

Saturday, December 18, 2004

hehe....been going down to clubs everyday since sch started.....

it's fun going down there and chat around....and getting to know others better...

let me recap....wednesday....sent Geraldine home back to Bishan....den we chatted from 6 plus to almost 10....hehe....don't know why...time passed so fast....thx for listening to me!~

and....yesterday....is probably the most embarassing moment in my life lor...
wah lau....i was sending Kris home back to Yishun then met those 5 Cscc Fellows...--->Sharon,Edric,Daryl,Yuhong,Xiangming...
so the first thing that came to their minds was.....we were dating...dottyz right?

haha....then kanna "suan"ed until don't know where to hide my face ar...
nevermind.....now the news leaked out le....so next week not going down to club liao...
sure suan like nobody's business de...
wah lau...send a friend home only mah.....small matter only.... ^^....

k la....end here le....tomorrow still need to go old folk's home....

basketball ; my life
1:53 AM

Monday, December 13, 2004

i don't like to joke around with relationships. Like going around "threathening" others that u are not his friend in a joking manner or like a bf joking around to break up with his gf...

i don't know why i think this way either, perhaps it's the way i'm brought up to be.

I hate to see others taking pple for granted. Give and take, u can't always be the one taking....
and i have a name. I'm not "ehhh....get me this and that.."....i'm not ur servant, i don't have to do these things for u. I treat u as a friend and dat's why i'm helping u.
And i'm not a punching bag for others to release their anger on......i'm warm blooded, i have feelings too, ok? Go and find something to vent ur anger on if u have to, and not on anyone.

Am i just thinking so much?......i treat everyone with sincerity to befriend them, and i give others the respect they need. How abt giving the respect i need in return?......everyone gets the same treatment from me as a friend, unless u have broken my trust in U.Be it a guy or a gal.

Horoscope is pretty accurate i must say....cancerian is the most emotional and it's weakest link lies in relationships.And money do not matter to him(very true).....

enough of talking tonight.....i just want to have clear my mind off these thoughts..

basketball ; my life
9:47 PM

first day of 2nd semester.........looking forward to this day for a long time.....i missed my friends~!!~

woke up pretty early today....around 6am...den helped out at the store until time's almost up for me to go and prepare for school....
Then on the train, i accidentally pressed the "v" clip on my fone, which was a sound clip of a boy saying %^%&^%#......wah lau....made me so paiseh lor....i deleted the clip straight-away lor....
well....what a comical way to start off a new day!hmm....lessons nth much , just modules overview.....
khim hong.....it's just dat lots of memories came flashing back when u said that phrase....i know u didn't mean it....but someone said exactly that phrase to me with a much different tone....

den went down to clubhouse......wanted to slack there one....but in the end, played badminton instead......hehe.....had a gd time playing with Meifang!!...thx ar Meifang!~~...

after meeting rushed back to home...but it didn't make a difference. My grandparents had already finished their dinner.....

on my way home...i was like having a ice breaking session with Geraldine. We always meet in clubhouse, but we don't really know each other lor. So....got to know her better la.....a new friend found !.....geezh....at last i found someone with the same opinion of boy's and gal's sch......hehe...

basketball ; my life
9:38 PM

didn't go for bball today....Jianrong called me up and told me to replace him for C.I as he couldn't make it....and i gladly helped him...

the event was pretty fun...and i got to know quite a no of pple from other clubs.....^^

basketball...i'm trying very hard not to touch it again....but images of bball always appear in my mind..............

the bball i want to play is the one which let me relax and relieve stress, not something which i gets even more frustrated after playing......and i do not want to be a burden to u guys, Alvin.
U see, i don't play often as before and my skills are getting rusty day by day. Everything other teams challenge us, and when we lose, i always put the fault on myself. Yes, it's just a game.
But, i seemed to be the one pulling u guys back...........
let me have a rest from basketball for the time being.....

basketball ; my life
9:30 PM

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

this few days.........

bought quite some stuff..... 1 pair of shoes...+3 new shirts......new specs(again)....

and lots of things going through my head.....and it's increasing ....
so i'm trying to keep my mind off all these thoughts by working everyday....
but...it don't seem to work.....

and....sold some fishes....recieved around $120.....not alot this time round....

everyone seems to treat as if life's very easy.....when it's not....
everyone wants the easy way out ............without working for it?
everyone wants to win...then who's going to lose?
everyone is taking the rest for granted....i'm not here to listen to ur orders...i can simply ignore ur requests....

.....i'm not trying to be different......but is it a crime to be different?
i don't like to follow in other footsteps...i want to create my own path.....
the way i want my life to be..........

basketball ; my life
4:37 PM

this world is so cold....besides home where i could feel the warmth.......

hmm..."superficial" is the word which best describes i want to say.
"superficial" ....from all the pple u know...
ask u for help?u gladly help them...

u need help?...everyone pushes it around....

or someone to talk to?everyone's "busy".....

if everyone's not sincere in what they are doing, then what's the point for doing it?
and why do pple act as if they know so much abt u when they don't even understand u?

perhaps i haven't meet the correct person.........

i don't want to feel this way too, and neither will i do things that i'm not willing to do so.

*sincerity in whatever i do*

basketball ; my life
4:23 PM

hmm....little ferny has grown up again....

what in his mind is abt his future and nth else...................fun?not anymore...

how abt relationships?a big NO NO......

just wanna make it big next time.......

life don't always work out the way u want, and i finally felt what this sentence that was told to me a long time ago..........

basketball ; my life
4:20 PM