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Monday, November 29, 2004

basketball ; my life
10:03 PM

hmmm....recap on what i have done on yesterday(sunday)....

woke up late for the meeting time for the event which was supposedly 1130am at Newton Mrt Station. Well, i didn't want things to work out this way too ok.....but the day b4 got a call from CSCC pple dat the meeting was pushed to a later time....and after the call at 130am...i couldn't get back to sleep...so in the end slept at 4 plus....haiz....
nevermind...then i was rushing to meet THEM at Newton Mrt station by 1pm....in the midst of rushing i broke some glass....%^%#^%#^#....and i went there by cab when i could go there by bus.....and in the end, they left w/o me to SMU liao.... i was like so pek chek and someone commented that i was "gek kiang"....wth lor...this is not the first time i'm going to SMU lor. as if i dun know my way, if i don't know, i will ask those pple at SMU de la.......
Reached there still have to see "bie ren lian se".....kaoz.....then nth much worth for me to tok abt le lor.....

everything ended then we went to Newton Food Centre to makan....nth nice there...and the price is abit higher den outside.....after that, Ziqing and Daryl came over to chat until 11pm plus....had a gd time chatting with 2 of them.....Dun know why , CSCC pple are all very nice ....

basketball ; my life
9:56 PM

Thursday, November 25, 2004

thx to someone lar....make me think of so many things tonight...

this sensitive issue always make me unable to sleep one....

haiz...now thinking of what happened to me and melissa la..........

always make me ended up with tears.....

who's the one dat's for me to love....

basketball ; my life
1:07 AM

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

suddenly remember somthing la...my mum told me not very long time ago....asked me to get a GF asap la....i dunno why she said dat...maybe she thinks i'm gay?...lol...

basketball ; my life
11:41 PM

went for CSCC Leadership Training Camp few days back. I shall start with how the overall camp fare.Hmm...the tone was not set properly la.Sometimes serious, sometimes playing....so...sort of hard for campers to get used to it la. Like kanna scolding for 1 minute, the next minute start to play with u...and etc...

First day....nth much....played some games....basically, an ice-breaking day.
My grp came up with a name of "SK-II" , cause our GP was "QIQI" la...so we ended up with SK-II.Personally, I find the name pretty cute la...
Did some cheers, played Matrix,Blind mice and Freshido. Then...we got sort of dirty when we played Freshido...got bombed with flour and eggs la...and ate "unknown" food like wasabi with longan...lol. Then i ate this pc of longan which was chewed by someone else!!yuckie hor?but...no choice, my grp de ma...
Overall...quite fun lor....and bathing in the early morning sucks!so cold!!

Second day....nth much la, station games and etc........ then supposed to create a game and present to the seniors la....and ended up we did pretty well la....cheerios! and slept pretty early....

third day....main activity was night walk .....b4 the walk, they forced us to watch ghost show la....then actually i not scare one...but the gals screamed and some cried la...in the end, make me abit scare also...haha...This time night walk is not as fun as the previous FO camp's...perhaps the seniors lack of man power la...

fourth day...break camp lor....had "Camper's MTV" ....and my grp selected "hey mickey" and we came up with some dance steps....pretty amusing la...cause we did it with some errors la.... ^^
However....it's still very enjoyable!.....

What i learnt from this camp is that things or humans do not need perfection. Perfection is what we desire, but not a definite. In the midst of pursuing perfection, it's where we learn and grow up.

sry Iris ar...scold u during the camp during one of the station games la....cause i was tired and frustated la.....Laogong...i know u understand de la.... ^^

basketball ; my life
11:10 PM

hehe...went down to Queensway with Cong today....
finally got a new pair of bball shoes la...$118...wanted to buy a more expensive pair at $150 , but it's sort of "fragile" in it's design. In other words, it's not ergonomics.
Also bought 2 new shirts...hehe...designs quite cute de.... ^^!

Then....got back results...passed all lor....now nothing's gonna bug me la....no love, sch, family, friends problems la.... so relaxed now...

but one thing struck me today while toking to KH on the fone....

"Dun think of what ur friends have done for u, Nor what u have done for them. Just cherish them!"....

coming days gonna work liao...or else no money to ask gals out la(opps!!! did i let the devil in me out?!~).....haha...no la...spent too much money liao...like $600 le.....

was so shocked when i saw her sms la.....did not expect her to sms me ever again....but....she did.

basketball ; my life
10:57 PM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

woke up around 6am....den helped out at the store until 9:15am like dat...then went to Bishan to bball....long time since i played bball le....and i mean it...seems like almost a month...
lucky i still know how to shoot la....at least touch rim lor....LOL.....
then something unhappy happened la.....dun want to talk abt it....
happy thing is that 4SE is making a "AND1 clip" alike la....so....now can only wait for completion...this is only the mixtape...next series is player introduction....^^

btw...i just came back from CSCC LTC la...2 days only....i will write abt what happened during the camp later la...now go take a nap first...*nOoNz*

basketball ; my life
4:16 PM

Monday, November 15, 2004

hmm....friends?some said friends come and go, some said friends are forever, some said there are no such things as friends....
Look at this.... this world has many types of friends.
Some are very simple, they don't hide or do anything to hurt you.They are just here to befriend u.
On the other hand, there are friends who just keep secrets from you.And they like to backstab others.Sometimes, i wonder what benefits they gain from backtstabbing pple?Because of a gal? A Stupid NCC RANK which happened to me when i was sec 4?or just plainly over jealousy?...
Seriously, i don't regard them as a friend at all, they aren't worth ur time and energy to think abt it.
OR so called friend who use u for an ulterior motive?....hmm....

so many types of friends out there.....
but what are you to others?how do u treat them in the first place?
If ur so called friends are just to help u mark attendance during lectures, or friends who wants ur knowledge on a certain topic.....they don't deserve any respect from U.
Khim Hong....i think u should just ignore these bunch of pple...

hmm...maybe i should say what i have experienced before.
A very close friend with me since Sec 2.....backstabbed me because of a stupid Ncc rank. A rank worths more than a friend?....i seriously don't understand what the hell is he thinking.....
and he goes around destroying pple's relationships between friends....(Idil's case)
haiz....did he change?or i did?

I know a couple of pple who told me, they don't have a single close friend. Reason is because they always take wary of what their friends are doing to them. If u are willing to make a friend, trust them!.... A gd friendship needs trust, not just between a couple.

haha....been talking quite a long story tonight....i better keep things short before u guys fall asleep....^^

basketball ; my life
1:47 AM

hmm...yesterday...nth much...woke up late.....then stayed at home the whole day....
bo pian...really no money....think tuesday not going out with my poly friends liao... paiseh hor!
haiz...need to buy another spec frame for bball one...i broke the old one accidentally...haiz...my mistake la...fell asleep den never take out specs....
and...need to do a major water change for my fishes later in the afternoon la..
*sigh...very sian one*
No money cannot go out, injury cannot play bball, somemore public holiday no work for me...
Double Sian.....and my blog got error la...stupid angelfire disabled my a/c for nth..kaoz...

hmm...back to what i have done....watched hongkong serials the whole day....very enjoyable la...the storyline is definitely very interesting unlike locals shows....even "The Champion" also copied from HK one...hmmm...i still have like 5 more HK serials to watch?haha....so nice....

basketball ; my life
1:40 AM

Sunday, November 14, 2004

hmm...woke up and helped my mum till 1pm plus...didn't join my friends for bball today...kinda tired and i'm injured...so dun want to over strain myself.
Didn't go out either, just spent 1 hr or so taking care of my precious fish...haha... quite enjoyable la....ordinary pple dun understand de la.... :P
reason why i dun want to go out was mentioned b4 la...because i'm dun have money!!trying to save back what i spent la...or else when sch reopens, i'm going to go out much often de la...

so...spent the afternoon chionging game with some secondary sch friends la...haha...managed to train to lvl 20 in 2 days...not bad la....it's pretty difficult to train when u dun have gd equipment and ur defence is so lousy.....now...can train easier le...

then...1/2 way taking a break from chionging game, the bballers wanted to organise a steamboat at one of my friend's house....i anything de la...but the our schedule seems to pack....but we managed to settle down with a day la...so not so bad after all...

Just got pissed off by this friend la...well...dun show us ur attitude la, we didn't offend u or mistreat u in anyway. U have high self-esteem and i think it's high time to change it la. Be humble. Don't think u are that great either.
Think how u treated us like a friend la. Suan us all the time? Step on ur friend infront of ur new friends?...and u expect us to be treating u nicely?...hmm.... *rolleyes*

basketball ; my life
1:24 AM

Friday, November 12, 2004

hey everyone..

been chionging games till very late at night...and haven't been going out often cause no money to spare....$$ not enough...

and just spent like $400-600?on fish...and my new specs....so need to work to get earn back la...

and i can't get into sleep lately, having lots of funny thoughts lately...hmm....and lots of weird dreams....

dat day go play bball....got injured la....and i dun feel like playing bball....hmm...what's wrong with my mindset.....*???*

and supposedly to write something abt the class la.....so....today i should do it lor...

Class individuals:
Tau Yong aka Tau POK: Very friendly, like to joke around and likes to help pple lor....
One of the key ppl in 1A03.

Khim Hong: Helpful.Joker.Talented. Seems like all gd stuff is with him ....LOL....

Dun keep too much things to urself la, it won't do any gd to u de. Anything can find me or TY tok lor..... there's nth we can't solve together....
(Most outstanding person in 1A03)

Jiayu: My jie la....very cute ger.....always kanna suan...LOL....her reactions very funny la....
OK...dun say bad things abt her....very hardworking de....and she's very feminine.

Yufeng:she thinks i'm "chi-pi"....hmm....^^
hardworking....always do tutorials one.... and she's photogenic....

Huimeing: "shuai-ge" from the class....very gentleman one, treat gers hen hao de....

Barry: wah lau...steady guy la....my soon to be master in ID...hehe.....

dat's all for today la....very tired...*yawnz*

basketball ; my life
11:17 PM

Saturday, November 06, 2004

hmmm...

1)work at my mum's stall
2)Save $1500
3)Sell some fishes online
4)Practise ball control(bball)
5)Get a new pair of bball shoes
6)Shopping
7)Study, be it sch work or unrelated stuff.
8)Get to know my classmates better
9)Start planning for CSCC Sentosa Outing
10)Maintain the standard of my fishes.

haha...looks abit too much stuff to do sia... ^^

basketball ; my life
6:01 PM

haha....it's been 2-3 weeks since i updated le....i have so many things to say.... bleaHx*

first....abt today la....slept at 3am, woke up at 6am to help out at the store....It's ALSO been a long time since i helped out, so kinda "rusty" today. Got some stuff mixed up....lol...lucky my parents never complain much...worked all the way till 940am for them to come, and they were late again.As usual.Not somthing new. haha...
waited for everyone to come den we headed to PPCC...damn suay! Under renovation sia, which means i can't play for the next few days...sianz! So we went to Kallang Bahru to play lor...
We played in at very relax mood lah, i think everyone is sort of tired, so today was like a gathering for pple from JC bah.The amusing part is that everyone was suffering from cramps and etc.LOL...i got cramps thrice at 3 different areas.And Quite happy to know that these pple never change much, just the same old pple i know before.
Later still have a chalet at Downtown East...my Gor's one...don't think i will be staying overnight la, i'm quite exhausted...

hmmm...den for the past few weeks...have been worrying for my exams la.Finally, it's over. And this marks a new beginning for me. I have decided to make a change in my life .What Enoch said to me few months back was very true. If u want to change, u need to change ur mindset.

basketball ; my life
5:40 PM