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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

basketball ; my life
1:52 AM

Friday, September 24, 2004

hehe....went to JP with alvin...go walk walk...den he bought converse new series bball pants...
i wanted to buy la...but $$ not enough....
den we go this royal sporting house...saw this bball top damn nice... "3 point play"...
of course i bought it la....but i found myself pretty dumb la...(read on to find out why)
alvin wanted to buy this top also..."return to sender", but dun have his size..lol

went down with him for dental...den after that we went to queensway walk walk....
he bought that TOP ...and i saw my top on sale $8 cheaper den the price i paid for...(heart pain!)

den saw this Tim Duncan bball shoes damn nice...quite comfortable also...support and cushioning also not bad...
den price very affordable also...$100 plus only... i promise la...will go back and get it...

tomorrow bball in the morning!den evening go for CSCC BBQ! shiok!
haha...i need to destress...dat's all...

basketball ; my life
10:29 PM

Thursday, September 23, 2004

bball competition coming le... need to rest well...headaches...cramps... just pray i recover...

today cd i tok abt cherishing pple around you....so i decided...everyday from now i shall name one that's worth cherishing...
today, i shall start with a friend who has been with me for ups and downs of my life...
his name is daniel...we call him POS...well...the reason behind it, was created by alvin...
what makes him so special?he looks ordinary, just like you and me...but...
he's the one whom i talk to when i'm feeling down...
he's the one whom i can talk all my deepest emotions to ...
he's the one whom i can crap whole day with...
he's the one whom i can trust on...
he's the one who listens to my constant nagging and complaints...
he's the one who always give me encouragement and gives me solutions...
he's the one who i know he will be there when i need him...

he gives more then what he takes...and that's what i'm really impressed with..
because i can't do it myself too...

basketball ; my life
11:47 PM

Monday, September 20, 2004

me and BY were toking abt some stuff on the train....den i started toking abt SL....
well...dun know why she came inside the conversation suddenly...if only the phone call didn't happen dat way...

rushing FOM project ...very tired....no mood to bball...but i will definitely be ready for the competition...
praying hard to let me meet her again... *cheeky me*

why can't my body just grow !!...trying the milk formula now...

basketball ; my life
7:46 PM

Saturday, September 18, 2004

yEahz.....alvin can dunk liao...waiting for this day to come....expected one lah!lol... bleahx
and we met adriel today...seems that he's doing well...lol...adriel leh...of course no problem lah!
First in 4SE one ok?!no joke de...hope you enjoy your stay in Singapore for these few weeks..

hmm...nth much today lor...BUt...i met her today...same train,same cabin...very paiseh
when i saw her, dunno how to react ...too unexpected.haiz...still shy... :P

basketball ; my life
10:11 PM

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

hmm...today is the flea market....
woke up around 545....den rushed to the mrt station....
the journey was damn boring, until i met hon...
well...had a gd chat with him....amazingly, time passed damn fast...how i wish i could spent more time with this wonderful friend

nevertheless, we collected the goods and proceeded back to sch...
i went for the lessons,(of course lah,i gd boi mah)....and these lessons were very important.

and den...went to c the sales....0 sales!omg...need to do something lor...
so me tzewei, miele went clementi to grab some stuff to sell...all snacks...
went back to the stall....got my brothers to buy things from my stall lor....bears bears and more bears.and snacks...
must really thank them for coming down lor, you guys are great!pple like darren.alvin,milton,zhicong,enoch,daniel...and yongxiang!
haiz...if w/o them, i think the total sales fall to 50% of the total lor...

took photos with those brothers...(milton not inside, sad lah!one day we take again)...got them something also...(gel +wordings)..lol.
went for MM day or something after the stall closed...quite enjoying lah, buti was too tired, dozed off 1/2 way...
went home after dat lor...

i can't believe this man....i did't eat breakfast nor lunch for the whole day.I only had a cup of iced coffee for the whole day!
and i didn't feel hungry or weak at all....until i sat in the cab....went totally flat and weak after dat...
reached home...ate 2 servings of stuff...and still going hungry.... ^^
dat's abt it for today....

and...i know she knows that i like her.This few days i have gave myself away already...she knows for sure...
i'm shy, she's shy.Both shy.i dun know how to start from there...i have tried, but it didn't work out.
cannot rush into this type of thing...just let time decide now...

just hate it...projects and projects...

basketball ; my life
9:14 PM

Monday, September 13, 2004

Sunday-->sold 1 pair of fullred, some japan blue =totals up to $90

Today--> sold 2 trios of fullred=totals up to $100

Past sale last week=$85

Total sales=$90+$100+$85=$275

i think it's a gd start for me lor, long time since i sell fish....

ok...back to myself....my right arm is very weak...dun know why...especially my fingers...
all getting numb whenever i'm trying to use strength...

*praying hard for me to recover...

basketball ; my life
9:49 PM

Saturday, September 11, 2004

Settling down with a hot cup of tea , and playing the sootheing music piece which i like.
Lots of things running through my head today.
Just came back from bball with Turtle,hole, monk, danny and a long lost friend "horny".
Pretty happy today, since i'm able to see 2 good friends whom i hardly meet ever since JC&Poly days started.
Didn't join the rest to play pool today, cause i felt like playing bball a little while more.
Went back to the court and trained lay-ups and 3pts.hmm...maybe i'm impressed with myself?ha...

As i walk the usual way home, i came upon this road junction.Meanwhile, dun know why, where these thoughts came about
These thoughts told me, "Be decisive, look ahead and face it.Don't run away.No point running.Don't you feel tired all these years trying to escape?"
I don't know what i'm trying to run away from, maybe ever since the day i had to handle greater things , with more responsibilities.
One thing which i learned during my sch days, "For a greater cause"...i find this point very true.Very real.Very realistic.

Maybe this is the reason why i've been feeling so demoralised these years.

Life is not planned for you, you have to carve the path for yourself.
Life is not always a straight path, sometimes a slope,sometimes a curve ,sometimes in circles.

There's always "if"s in our life, we always say that.But do we actually look back and see what went wrong in our decisons?
We always take things for granted. Everyone take their parents for granted.And their friends, siblings, pple who helped you along.
For those who help me along this path called "Life", thank you!

Make up your mind, and continue on with your path.
Don't look back...because it's the PAST.
Don't take things for granted...because it's the PRESENT.
DOn't think about tomorrow...because it's the FUTURE.

basketball ; my life
5:45 PM

Thursday, September 09, 2004

every word you use, every sentence you say....will affect someone.

never ever imagine dat my gd friend asking me to fuck off as he thinks he has no friends at all....well...he's asking those dat actually cares for him to fuck off...
what an irony....bballers...dun your heart feels the pain?

*....Learn how to cherish b4 you expect someone to do the same to you....*

and...i'v been playing bball for the past 2 days..., my mind is very relaxed, very clear what i'm thinking of....phew, long time since i felt this way.... shiok!

ya....and not to mention her!...she's still on my mind...gagaga...crazy le....

basketball ; my life
10:27 PM

...one of my best friend asked his friends to fuck off when we are the ones who care for him...

life's goes on....

basketball ; my life
1:15 AM

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

hmm...
4 days ago sold Japan Blue pair at $15...
today made a sale today! 2 pairs of Fullred grey at $70...hehe...happy wor...
long time since i make money liao....
so this week got $85 spare cash....few more pple coming to view ithe fishies...
hope i can sell too!~....

whole day at home...changing fish water....spent 1/2 of my day, and...3/4 of my energy.....damn tiring!haiz...climb here climb there, clean here clean there...etc.

arGH~miss the touch of the bball so much...although it's holiday, but i didn't have the chance to play at all....sian 1/2!

and...thinking of her day and night...everyday it's like this...*sob sob*
how i wish i could tell her the truth...

Life's goes on...

basketball ; my life
11:25 PM

Imagine you are trying to do something seriously, and gets interrupted by someone…..how would you feel?
Like…when you are doing your homework and here comes someone splashing water all over your body, you feel happy about it? How about something like walking half way and someone comes and pinches your chest for nothing? you like it?
But even for fun or a small joke, I dun think this is appropriate at all. If we were to be joking around, I think it’s ok. But someone comes and piss you off when you are serious, I think he’s hell lotsa troubles.
So next time when you want to joke, please joke at the right time.

Finally, I’m exposed to world where it’s more like the reality. Unlike secondary school life, friends treat you sincerely and helps you when you are really down. Now, when you fall, people kicks you when you are down. And rubs salt to your wounds. Erhmm, these are what you call friends? Obviously not…..
And don’t ever let me catch anyone backstabbing me, cause i just found out someone have been backstabbing me. Trying to find who’s that idiot…wanna say something? Say it to me , be straight-forward and not going around in circles.
And finally, I understand the importance of money in life. No money? no talk..haha..
And something to add on, I really can’t stand guys who aren’t themselves when they are infront of gurls.
So fake..just can’t take it...

Yesterday, went bendy’ s house. Have a good time there, chatting and knowing what’s up with them now.
And after his house, we went to get some music cd’s.... Guess what? Original CD’s at....one quarter of the price! Jay Chou’s Qi Li Xiang , F.I.R, Nan Quan Mama at FIVE DOLLARS ONLY~and they are original!
Woohoo....happy day...hehe...bought Zchen, Sammi, Elva and borrowed F.I.R cd from Jason.
Will go there often... :P

Today...hmmm...thanks Jessica for hearing me out with all my frustations and anger. And Miele who made my day better. Nothing’s better than having friends who would share your problems...
And happy birthday to Jiayu~ Paiseh wor,(must say again although I have explained to you le...)
Best parts of the day was going around Takashimaya eating and going to Bedok Blk 85 to eat.
Hehe...eating makes me happy! Well, it’s very true!As the quote goes... “A hungry man is an Angry man"...

To end off, I’m going to start my small business again. Well, back after 9 months of break, it’s a good time to start all over again as the demand is getting higher. hmm... I can make a comeback!

basketball ; my life
1:24 AM

Monday, September 06, 2004

what on earth i'm i doing?i almost told her i LIKE HER!!haiz...

basketball ; my life
2:09 AM

Saturday, September 04, 2004

ArGHH!!!...i saw her today!so happy!!but I didn’t really go up to her and tok..hehe..cause I’m shy mah....

Haiz…trying to hint to her dat I like her...but I guess she didn’t get it..
Hmm...basically, last week passed up WCD and ITOS projects….phew!luckily 2 projects gonE!or else…
My holiday would be hell....and 2 tests over too…dun think I did well…...

Bball…nth much…still so lousy as usual…*shakes head*
didn’t want to join them for bball today, but i went down anyway.
Went there...ended up dun have any mood to play…always injure my right ankle again...last time I took 9 months to recover fully..i dun want to injure it anymore...or else I can’t play bball for a long time…
Need to train up my skills liao…competition coming up soon...

basketball ; my life
11:10 PM